murder of my brother, she was out on bond but she had to go to all the hearings they had. i'm sitting in the courtroom and from behind in the aisle i feel this hand on me and i look around and it's cathy suh and she said, kevin, you know i couldn't do this. you know i'm innocent. i looked back at her and the only thing i can think of to say is, what about andrew? your brother confessed to the crime already. it was -- to me it was a done subject. so after the hearings took place, it was time for the trial. cathy's lawyers were stirring around and they looked upset. the problem was they didn't know where cathy was. and the trial has to go on, no matter what.