paper, the far side of the refrigerator. that's what howes remembered. the rest of us might have missed it. here's what else he saw. >> he was beside himself. he was very, very, very upset, agitated, and i'll say this. my impression was if you were standing on the edge of hell, when i walked in and i saw her laying down with the arrow in her back, it was -- my first impression was, it was a dead kill shot, because it looked like it went right through the heart. if it wasn't, it was very, very close, but it was dead on. i mean, 90 degrees, straight in. >> that's what you told the police? >> that's what i told the police. so if it had gone off by accident, it would have had to have hit that fridge, somehow hit at such an angle that the arrow -- >> that's right. >> -- in a strange coincidence, came out perfectly, but it would have been --