more minutes, just hang in there five more minutes. my goal every day was just to live five more minutes. one of the days that was really bad, we had goldleaf in charge of our cell. he was famous for having prisoners beaten until they grid to give him cigarettes. he was even more famous for having had over a couple hundred prisoners beaten to death. he had no conscience whatsoever. >> give me 500 rupees. >> and i'm in no mood to be messed with right now. >> give me 500 rupees. >> and i said to him -- >> go to hell. >> what? >> go to hell. >> he has his little cane. he thinks he's about to hit me. i remember grabbing his hand and hitting him with his own hand. and i just lost control of myself and i beat that man worse than anything.