but your point, milissa, is excellent. this guy might have went there, he had no plan to egress. in other words, he might have went on a suicide mission. but we have the ambivalence of suicide. we know about this as negotiators. we know that people want to kill themselves but they might not kill themselves. we even might have saw some examples of that in paris where some of these attackers might have wanted to kill themselves with the vest and didn't. so suicide, even though you're certain going into it, may not be the thing you want to do at the moment when you really have to do it. and so this guy might have found himself surrounded by the colorado springs s.w.a.t. team, the a-1 s.w.a.t. team in the nation tonight, and he couldn't do it, he couldn't go out and get killed. and i'm sure some of those negotiators worked on him a little while, either yelling down the hall or on the phone or on the throw phone we call it, throw him a phone and worked on him a while and maybe got him to come out. we'll have to see. maybe he just came out on his own but he decided in the end he didn't want to die.