nothing, know what i'm saying. used to. you know. but not now. i can't, know what i'm saying, wish no death on nobody. >> kelly says he's been trying to change his violent behavior and has taken his lead from a radio station he's been listening to recently. >> a christian station and a man preaching. as soon as it came on and say, who is you to judge another human being? you know? it's for god to judge. after i'm hearing that on the radio, i said, let it go. every time i do feel that urge to hate, i say in my mind, lord, forgive me. this is about representing. i represent the lord, jesus christ, now. i don't want to go to hell. i don't want to go to hell, man. it's hot down there, you know what i'm saying? hell ain't for me, ma