world country for trafficking heroin? >> hi. >> and i'm like, ma, you know, i need you to sit down because i have to tell you something. and i take a deep breath, and i'm like, i'm in jail. she just got so hysterical. and i'm trying to calm her down. and i felt very selfish at that point because i just felt like, was $20,000 worth -- is any amount worth going to jail, for losing your family, losing your friends, being alone?