i was shooting right there for a while. i was shooting in my feet, too. i got an abscess there. everything up here is all you can see, it's gone, collapsed vein. >> one of the most severe cases i've ever seen of track marks. i've seen different versions and yours look blue. >> the blue is from skin popping and shooting up cocaine. the cocaine is so dirty that it also will leave marks. i have an abscess here that had to be cut out. this one obviously is a big one when i almost lost my arm. you would think to yourselves, after you have an abscess cut out, you almost lose your arm, you would say i wouldn't do her wynn again. but no, i want to do it. it's going to be an uphill road for me. >> suffolk county, precomprehensive drug rehab program for inmates. but since she's on drugs for anxiety and depression, she doesn't qualify. she's tried to stay clean in spite of the fact that other drugs are smuggled into the jail. >> a ridiculous amount, like money here. $30 a bag. that's number one. i'm pretty cheap. other than that, i don't know what it is.