i'll go over a couple conditions with you. i'll be honest with you. i've gone through your whole thing, and it doesn't look very good, okay? >> i'm just really scared right now. >> okay. >> i don't want to screw up no more. >> you've had a lot of failures to appear. this positive test doesn't help. now you say you have a ticket for possession of marijuana. it's not looking good for you, to be very honest. you cast keep doing what you're doing, at 23 years of age. >> i don't want to go to prison. i realize that more and more every day. >> you have to complete your whole -- >> no, i know. once that's done, i'm pretty much done with formal. >> not give us any more negatives on drug tests. and i want to see you get a good job. and anger management. i've looked at your past probation reports, your juvenile. you have a history of fighting, doing holes into the walls. you have a history of having