hearts grow numb. we don't want apathy to guide our lives. or do we? we don't want the force of habit to rule our life. or do we? so we ought to ask ourselves, what can we do to keep our heart from growing numb, from becoming a necessa anestheti anesthetized? how do we let the gospel take deep root in our lives? jesus gave us the answer. he said to his disciples then and he side us now, "go forth,