i'm going to grab their private parts or something that makes them feel real petrified. if i have to beat you up because you are calling me names and i'm going to grab something that i like since you kept calling me them names. that's what [ bleep ] do. this is what punks do. i'm going to grab you. >> elijah says he projects toughness in jail but focuses on a different side when he's back home. he performs in local clubs as a drag queen named shamia. >> that's my gay stage name when i perform, like when i transform not being a man and i transform into a woman that's my name, shamia. i lip sing. i can sing out loud. i have no d cuts when i dress up and perform, and then i can be shamia. it's as simple as that.