very, very, very real. to be able to tell what's ice and what's overcast skies? the color is the same. and you cannot really differentiate it. >> ted robinson has never been able to make peace with the fact that the crew did not heed to his advice to detour over to the mainland where the weather was clear and that he never had his say in front of the accident investigators. >> i maintain that i should have been called to the inquiry. >> maria collins says she's never asked for sympathy. >> i miss him. still. >> but feels her husband's reputation has been unfairly tarnished. despite the mann report clearing him of responsibility. >> why would he ever in that situation jeopardize anybody's life, let alone your own. >> for passenger frank christmas's daughter, the