don't want to go back in. you go back in, feel like it's closing in on you. tired of seeing any walls, man. i'm tired. >> kelly says that while he survived 22 years in prison, the past year and a half spent in ad seg has changed his attitude. >> this is going on 17 months right here. don't bother me. 23 hours a day sitting here, reading my bible, you know. looking at myself in the mirror. breaking point. breaking point. >> for kelly, this breaking point means leaving his darkside persona in the past. >> that dark side, i been trying to get rid of it. they won't let it die, they won't let it die. i got to prove to my family i've changed. i've got to prove to myself that i've changed. i got to let god in, too. coming up -- >> you all abuse your authority! >> eric kelly's plan to change hits a snag.