something if you can't really show it love? love is a big thing in the world and we all need it. horses are very beautiful. they're strong, fast, but yet they're very gentle if you train them right. i can't explain it. it is just a love for them, you know? you've got to have it. you know? that's how i came here to m.a.s.h. loving horses. m.a.s.h. don't make me feel like jail. it makes me feel like home sometimes. it don't seem like i'm locked up, a prisoner anymore. when i go back to the yard, it's a different story. when i get here, i feel at home. >> while loomis has discovered a sense of home, the women residing in maricopa county's estrella jail often find in it relationships. but relationships can lead to conflict. >> we're going to go see miss mcnaughton. she was written up again for arguing with an inmate that was housed in "g" dorm with her. >> inside estrella's "g" dorm,