had asked what the temperature was outside. then, all of a sudden, picks up a picture and smiles gloriously. that's guyia. that was the 30th of august. i had only had her a week and a half. she looks so different. >> he shows me a picture of the cat with this loving smile. it was an odd moment. >> you are kind of detached. >> from -- yeah. it's kind of of a coping mechanism, i think. >> after the years have passed? >> i miss her.