making a deal to have sex in exchange for cash. like many wives, initially laura blamed herself. >> i definitely felt like it was my car. how could i, as a good wife, get to the point where my husband wants to go and pay for sex? >> she says like many victims, wives tend to blame themselves and even more surprisingly, so do their offending husbands. >> sometimes they will blame your wives. if you were more present, if you weren't working so much, if you weren't spending so much time with the kids. those are excuses. they're looking for someone else to blame for their own choices and their own behaviors. >> he deliberately put our marriage at risk, his career at risk, my health at risk, his health at risk. >> laura represents the small percentage of women who, despite great personal hardship and