get too emotional. i've been brought to tears on this multiple times. >> tell me about the go fund me site you helped set up. >> sure. it was kind of an accident. sergeant beck, which was the original officer that was through the door after the thing happened. we were in a meeting that he ran out of to go do that. we talked a little bit. i'm good friends with him. we talked a little bit i was check on him and the horrific thing he had gone through walking in on this. he came in the next day and he was like it's an ongoing investigation i can't do that. when fallen officers go down we use go fund me. he's like can you do it? i'm a computer geek sometimes and with facebook and different things like that. i want people to know it took 10 minutes, 10 minutes, i'm sorry