right. me and him took care of each other. i raised him, he raised me. and we all we got. >> you're his older brother. does that give you a little more responsibility? >> it does, but at times, he's been my older brother. i can all honesty -- >> more often than not. >> nah, but in a way, especially since -- i've been struggling with an addiction. like crystal meth, man, that is a hell of a drug, man, and i'm new to it, you know. i've seen my brother crying, looking at me like, you're a dope fiend. at times, he plays the big brother role. there's times he would steal clothes and put them on my back. >> if i was addicted to heroin or whatever, my brother's going to take care of me, period. that's my brother. >> take care of my back like it's his. i named two of my kids after him. one has his first name, ezekiel, and one is justin. that's my brother. i've got his name across my back, the only tattoo on my