in midknife you don't often make a whole new set of friends. not just friends, but people you you would fight by and for. that's what i was lucky enough to to get. its abeen a privilege and continue it be a privilege. and every day in here with you has been a privilege. more often than not somebody says you have the hardest job. i'm not saying it is easy every day. i love it. it is an important action that i -- that takes place here. it could be better, but to be port of it is an honor and joy for me. t might be out there. the ambulance racing by you. the ambulance chaser... chasing the ambulance.