>> i know i said -- my exact words was this "call rochelle, tell her i need to speak to her, make her [ bleep ]ing decision, grow up" something like that. "make a decision, either send me to c-dub or send know the box." >> right. >> i was aggravated, rochelle. >> i know that. >> and the only way i know how to channel my anger is physically. so instead of me doing that i'm yelling. i'm yelling. >> that's definitely recognized. that was recognized. >> rochelle, to tell you the truth, all jokes aside, i'm not even trying to play with you, you know you got your job, you're the boss and i respect you, you understand where i'm coming from? but you and i both know that usually i wouldn't even care about being iseg. it doesn't matter. but i just feel as though if i just did four months, four months -- >> and that's why i'm saying you're not dead in the water. >> the next step for esdale is an administrative segregation or asu hearing which could determine how long he will