>> i understand. that's why we have to see what the evidence is. they will try to stick it to each and every one of you with the most charges as possible. remember, they have got to prove the charges. they have got the burden of proof. i know it's a waiting game. the day drags in hooer. time waits for no one. it ticks along, but in here it really drags. so you've got man up now and hold your own and don't break and stay strong, okay? >> pisses me off, we're all being held accountable for leonardes' actions but new jersey state law is new jersey state law, you know. if i'm guilty, i'm guilty. i'll take the best deal they can give me. >> coming up -- >> i had open wounds. i still do. four times in my stomach, three times in my pelvic. >> robert leonardes speaks out. >> and then --