and the sneakiness of the rules committee, the upside down process of the rules committee, which republicans are the majority, mixed the doctor fix, helped the doctor, which helps seniors. and sneakily, if i might, eliminated and would not allow the amendment that would help in this emergency crisis situation that we're in, help the 1.3 million americans keep 240,000 jobs, 68,000 people in texas and going into 2014, almost 2 million uninsured. we have the amendment. the fight was there. but the republicans basically decided to vote against the people who they don't believe -- >> so where does that bring your vote tonight? >> where that brings me tonight, which i said on the floor of the house during the rules committee, we should not go home. we can cast a vote yeah or nay, but there's nothing in the bill