so there was a point where i would have kept going. and i think you could probably imagine that -- had i -- stayed in -- the business and kept doing roles. >> on that conveyor belt. >> that would be fine. >> i love what you said. and you would read the story, it was so small compared to the story i was living. some one lent me this phrase. would you rather play it on film or live it in real life? someone -- i dated a woman. >> when they're the same, that's the magic. i want to know does that still happen? i am pretty sure it does. >> for a very rarified few. >> they aren't asking me to work with them yet. >> i hold that. i don't care. you only need to do one every once in a while. but i, i know that they're there. i see their films. and i still cry in the thelteat. i love the terrence malleks of