>> i thought me playing -- me playing the psycho role would give me more leverage than me saying it was drug-induced. but i feel better now, you know. because it's kind of hard to play crazy when you're not really crazy. whatever drug i did take, man, that drug -- caused me more pain than it did a sensational high. >> we're worried about it happening again. >> yes and no. actually scratch the no. yeah, i'm actually kind of worried. i am. i'll be honest. because seeing yourself on videotape like that, whoa. what's wrong? >> coming up. >> i have an opinion with respect to the motion to dismiss. and so i'm going to read that opinion here this morning. >> michael keenan makes a life and death decision and now his