i've got to do what i've got to do to survive in prison. >> and heavy d is always looking to add new arrivals to her brood. >> you know, you got some that's gay like me that come off the streets that's really gay, and then we have some here that just haven't been with women and are curious and want to try it. so they get mixed up in here. and nine times out of ten they get turned out. and that means they -- a woman turns them out. that means they have sex with a woman and they end up getting turned out. >> what does turning out mean? >> turning out means they get a woman, they get lonely. as soon as they do the damn thing, they -- it's all she wrote. i mean for real. and then they get -- >> you wasn't gay before you came in here, though, was you? >> nope. >> other women at north carolina build committed, monogamous relationships, but those relationships still clash with