i'm in fear for my life. the news hit me in the face. >> who did? seems to me like you should be in fear of your life from yourself. >> watch your step, back it up. >> while inmate doctor made serious allegations, mental health staff say this is not the first time. after several evaluations, they say doctor has ulterior motives for cutting himself. >> he's noted for doing something like this if something doesn't go right, but what he's doing is not related to his mental health. it's, in my opinion, it's more manipulative. he's trying to get out of something, or he's using us as a way to manipulate the system. so we want to keep an eye on the cutting, because we don't want anyone to die, which he really doesn't want to die.