places i go, i'm a target. >> why? >> because of who i run with, my gang affiliates. like i said, it's real racial. if blacks get into it, i got to be there. i'm always out there on the front line. i'm always going to be there. >> why? >> because i pretty much always have to prove myself, you know? always, no matter what. so i can't change my life now, i chose that road, so i have to be a part of that. i don't try to be black, i'm me, i'm dylan. >> but even the brotherhood of his prison gang didn't allow dunn much optimism for the future. >> hope is the biggest -- to me, hope is like thou kill me before one of them kills me. >> what? >> hope. as far as getting out. if i hope too much for it, i'll