you in a little bit. i'm fixing to kill this pitch. i got a rifle and shot her. i carried her down the river and went on my date. i felt a great deal of contempt towards her because of the way she delittled my father and was constantly putting him down after a few years, it made me where i didn't feel anything towards her. >> throughout the hour long interview, he rarely displayed emotion except when recalling how his mother broke the news when he was 12 years old. >> she hung up the phone and said ron, they found him dead in his car. he committed suicide. i put you on the bus and send you to michigan for the funeral. that was it. and that made me hate her.