material, because i always -- i always believed the lie that evolution is truth, the theory of evolution is truth. that we all just came from the slime. and when we died, you know, that was it. there was nothing. so the whole theory cheapens life. and started reading books about how -- to show how evolution is just a complete lie. there's no basis in science to uphold it. and i've since come to believe that the lord jesus christ is the true creator of the heavens and the earth. it didn't just happen and i have accepted him as my lord and savior and i believe that i as well as everyone else will be accountable to him. >> growing up, did you feel that you were accountable to your dad