i got taken to the hospital here. they took me out and stuff like that. i think it was 35 stitches and two plastic surgeries, so, i was furious. i wanted to get back at inmates, i wanted to kill inmates. i wanted to get them back. but i didn't. they're not worth doing time over, they're not worth losing your job over. it's not worth it. >> even though alejos is a veteran officer, everyday at san quentin is unpredictable. his survival tactic has been never to show fear. >> it's like the law of the jungle, only the strong survive here. if they see you're afraid, they will eat you alive. you never, never let your fear show, never. you have convicted felons here for murder and for rape. we have level fours here that you don't know, in a split second, a level two could be a level four and they could stab you. they could stab someone in front of you. you respond to help him and