i used to hate my mother for not letting it rest. she was on the news and on shows and stuff and my friends knew my mother and i used to tell them it was my brother. so you know, so it's taken me a long time to accept it to be able to talk about it. >> despite his shame over the publicity, flores says his mother used tot get him help. she got offers from professionals to mentor and counsel him. but flores says he turned his back on everyone. >> after this happened it was a grown up who did this i don't trust grown ups. when you are a victim of something no matter what it is, physical, sexual, verbal, when you live a life with so much trauma that if someone else don't victimize you you victimize yourself. i am my own worst enemy in that respect.