there is controversy around first responders not being invited to the tenth anniversary. we are because as we said in the open you lost your son, jimmy, that day. what is your take? how do you react to first responders not being invited? >> i think it's a shame. the politicians are down there. they failed to do their jobs with this communication bill. we had giuliani and bush telling us the air quality is fine. we went down therein and did our jobs. these people lied to us. they should be indicted. it's a shame. more people are going to die from the lies of the federal government that day than the terrorists killed. it's a shame the first responders could be down there. that place empties out in the afternoon. this year it will be empty in the afternoon. >> what is it like for your ten years later? how do you find yourself and your family coping with this anniversary date as it gets close her. >> never forget 9/11. everybody thinks about it