to me in the morning or i didn't get invited to a party. have you ever been in a relationship. friction is a natural. if they didn't say hello because i bench press more, i have short hair, i bench press more or i'm a black or a woman. i didn't care. if i can focus to do the best i can be, fly that attack helicopter. >> attack helicopter. in the commercial break you told me about what your inspiration was to write this book. tell our viewers about that. >> my cousin lucas johnson wrote "finding the book," so he was already a published author. as soon as i became the first marine corps fighter's pilot, he said, you've got to write a book that. was in 2001. iraq came up in 2003. after two tours i'm standing on the border of syria talking to him on a satellite phone at 2:00