making a decision that could lose your life? >> no, i probably didn't think through it that much. i knew that i had six guys sitting in front of this fellow that would be dead in a short period of time. i had no doubt about that, and it was a matter of, could i leave them there and live with myself when whatever i thought was happening happened. or should i try to do something and delay, defuse, somehow or other buy some time that would do that. i knew that help was on the way, but there was nobody in the room to help at that points. >> bill, some people say when they're in these intense situations, the brain processing of time actually slows down and these things that happen in seconds feel like they're happening in a slower motion. when you saw beginninger do thatha ginger do that, when you saw that happen to her. did can you think it was the end for her, and it was only going