>> well, that's why i didn't -- i never really, like, went to like the public about it because i didn't want people to feel sorry for me at all. >> i literally never thought i would make it this far ever. and so for me, every week was like a -- oh, wow. oh, gosh. we did it. yea. we're here another week. >> i proved that i have enough strength to finish what i start to do. >> and looking at it next week. "the wall street journal" has an article out today pretty much blasting mr. dimon from jpmorgan chase about what he knew about those losses. check that article out. on a lighter note, 20 years ago, joey buttafuoco case, the long island lolita case. >> that happened 20 years ago. it's incredible that was in 1992. >> i didn't think it's been that long. >> also this weekend something is happening on "snl." >> mick jagger will be hosting "saturday night live." all kinds of potpourri. >> and your ex-wife, "keeping up