he was just shooting it wasn't to any particular person. it was any that would cross paths. gillian: you said when we first got you on the phone here that you had your 1-year-old child in the car with you. what goes through your mind when that happens and you know you have a 1-year-old in your car that you have to protect? >> you know, you hear it on the news and you feel for the families and you feel for the people that actually witness this, but to actually know that that was me with my mom and my son, i count my blessings. pretty sad to know that there's certain people that aren't going to go home today. rob: vanessa, i can hear it in your voice. obviously you're tearing up and you're shaken up after all this and i can only imagine. i'm sorry you had to witness such a thing. ou.our condolences to you.