i was using was a red bard. i realize he couldn't see it. i can't see those either. i started asking him about it. and you have never known this your entire life. >> i have never figured it out since -- until i took the color blind test. >> what was it like to see the red white and blue for the very first time why did you get so emotional. >> it was overwhelming. i did not even know how to say how appreciative i was to be able to have that moment.