then we can all change and i'm sorry about that impression. it sounded better by myself earlier, but that was still better. [inaudible] your comedian, you go, you perform, thoughts on him or anything like that? >> that silence was so depressing. if i were standing in a performance or stage setting about sort and people were silent, i would rather they boo me. i would rather that a montage of all the times i cried during a high school dance disappear on a random screen behind me wake at my wedding,