>> i [bleep]. they are trying to kill me. you are killing me. this is not about music. i want to have a relationship with my kid and i can't do it. you don't want to believe the truth. >> i don't want just ranting at the camera. you are playing the victim. >> i am just telling the truth. howie: emily jashinsky, how did gayle king imagine this? emily: particularly well. her so -- her stoicism while hs