we will even wonder how this could have existed, how can we understand. and how we who -- frp those of us who are here who should be laughing and screaming for joy, all we feel in actual fact is a feeling of unease. >> translator: testimony from a french person. a letter to her fe fiancee. my darling pe pierre, you are learning the extraordinary news. the bells here of the churches are ringing out. i'm overwhelmed by happiness. i cannot write. i'm sobbing for joy. i will never ever be able to convey the emotion and the