unfortunately from the experience. there is nothing anyone can say or do to ease the pain right no now. but i pray, i pray you take some comfort knowing that because you shared john with all of us your whole life, the world now shares with you the eighth of john's death. look around this magnificent church. look what you saw at the state capitol yesterday. it's hard to stand there, but part of it was, or at least it was with me with beau, you know it was genuine and deep, he touched so many lives.