and i was so uncomfortable. i just didn't want anyone touching me, and i, um, got sick. - physically sick. yeah. - you threw up? i did, i did. really glamorous. when you looked at it, did you say, "god, i'm pretty"? no. no. no! i just thought i didn't like my body. i didn't like any of this. - really? you picked it apart? - yeah, yeah. - did you? - yeah. - nobody else did. - oh, well. so that was the beginning of the-- beginning of it all, i guess. you did a sex tape that was supposed to be private. i didn't do a sex tape. tommy and i were naked at all times. and we've videoed lots of different things in our life. and we put all of the tapes and our video cameras and everything in a safe because we had construction done at our house. and someone stole the safe, and we didn't know for months because we were having construction done at the house and it was behind a carpeted wall. and no one should have known it was there. and someone spliced together all these different times in our life and said there was a sex tape made, but i think we had sex maybe a little bit in it,