>> martha: you say you want to bring those still left behind, i want to go back to the bad moment just for a minute if i could. you were in desperation, you lost your job at fedex and you turned to crime. you were an intermediary for them, what would you say to someone who finds themselves faced with that same kind of moment in their lives. >> i would say don't make a permanent decision that can change your life based on a temporary situation. just because you go into panic, take your breath and wait it out. it's not worth it. that one mistake cost me not to be able to be there for my grandchildren, it changed the course of my entire life, don't do it that's what i say.