about these families don't try to promote your agenda in the middle of a tragedy. >> laura: how are you doing in the aftermath? now that you have gotten through all of these surgeries, you still have to use crutches to walk. you have such an unbelievable attitude, there's so many dark days. it was inspiring to so many of us. we were talking about it earlie earlier. do you have any ptsd from what happened to you? >> i don't. i've talked through this with my security detail, my colleagues who are out there. if there weren't other people with guns to stop the shooter, there would've been 15 members of congress executed that day and there weren't by the grace of god. there were two miracles that happened. i experienced some of those. i don't focus on the negative, i saw so much good in people. i saw millions of people praying for me that i never met before. >> laura: i was one of them,