it was just -- just to see that kind of thing and to be in it, you can't even describe it. it still replays in my head and hearing the videos with the rapid-fire, it just plays over in my head. it's unlike anything anybody can describe. it's just horrible. >> the cops saved us. they did. >> trace: we said and ask this question, we do not know how we feel, we never will, to be in your shoes, but we're glad you're both alive. our hearts go out to those who didn't make it and they go up to you. we wish you both the best. thank you both. >> thank you. >> trace: the deadliest mass shooting in modern american history, a night that will be forever etched into our nation's collective. [gunfire]