powerful god who was all powerful and loving and all good, he has to allow you to have the free will and unfortunately people make that decision. >> if you are the driver of this truck or if you have a family member of someone who passed away or involved in the crash, how do you find healing? >> first thing is healing is not going to be instant. one of the things that the church is doing is they're getting in counselors and i say that, we are in the lent season an easter season and i will bet you that this church will have one of the most moving and heart-felt and real easter services ever for the crucifixion will mean something. this is going to be the most difficult because forgiveness by its nature is suffering, i hurt, but i'm not going to put the blame out there, i have to absorb it myself. abby: congratulations on the book. >> thank you very much. clayton: thanks, lauren.