and maria had been around the holiday scene for a long time. we went to a dinner with two guys. she brought me to the dressing room and she said dolores i think we should wait here and let them go home. >> she was looking out for you. >> she was, indeed. i learned very soon that the values of being in hollywood were not what people thought they were. >> what's your name? >> nelle. >> what time do you get through work? >> why? >> i thought i might meet you. >> what do you think i am? >> i would like to find out. >> so now you are 24 years old. you have a nice hollywood career going. beautiful woman. you are engaged and all of a sudden you have a spiritual awakening? >> i had come to regina -- much earlier when i was in the play the pleasure of his company in new york. and a friend of mine told me that there was a place that