especially american muslims, western muslims to distance themselves from that narrative of death. >> let's talk about you and your story. trace walked us through it what happened to you. from the mutilation all the way through to the murder of theo van gogh with a knife in his chest calling for your murder. and, you know to this day your life is threatened and in jeopardy because you have spoken out. how do you do it ayaan? under such threat 24/7? >> yeah. >> when we see that it's not like these terrorists are standing down. i mean we see these murders just in texas the attempted murder for just drawing muhammad never mind saying what you say. how do you do it? >> it's exhausting but it's worth it. and i honestly don't see any other way of again, exposing this agenda of islamists. they have this ideology they're targeting muslim individuals. i was a muslim individual within a muslim family in a muslim neighborhood. they penetrated our neighborhood and our schools and they