i mean, i've taken a giant step towards that closure. for five years we've kind of lived with just the unknown. and then when they had the rose garden ceremony last year we took a small step forward, granted what wassing with said was completely untrue and we came forward to let people know what really happened. and after this last year and the investigation it's culminated into a very giant step forward. for me personally getting the closure i need. >> cody, i know the rose garden ceremony played a big part for you too in your decision to speak out. explain that. >> yeah. you know, if they would have brought him back, we got our american soldier back and they released a statement or a memo saying, hey, we got him back. there's some circumstances that are surrounding him. we're going to investigate them. that would have been great. we got him back he's going to suggest this. but instead they parade his parents out in a rose garden ceremony. and you have cabinet members come out and say served with honor and distinction basically