the pain, the suffering, the loss of hope and the renewal of hope over the years has been literally a roller coaster for myself, my sisters, and when mom was more alert for her too. fortunately, my sisters and i tried to protect her from the direct involvement. so we tell her we'll take care of it, mom. and kathy's taking care of us. >> all right. you've had a week, robert, for -- i'm sorry. you've had a week, jim, for the news to sink in. having heard robert durst say, you know, "killed them all." how did that hit you? how do you feel? >> well, i've had a lot of time to reflect on it since i heard those words. and i paid particular attention to the pronoun in the sentence that preceded "killed them all, of course." he used the pronounce "i" and "killed them all, of course" was a continuation of that stream of