stream of thought. so to me that was a vindication of something that i and so many others have felt about bob's culpability and my sister's disappearance and probable death. it just now has to go through the legal procedure for the provability of it all. i felt pretty much vindicated because we've held that belief all these years and would not let that porch light go out ever, ever, ever. >> jim, in "the jinx" jarecki and smerling obviously season yous. we both think so highly of them. that one scene where they have one of the dursts asking your family to leave, when the family went to their apartment to ask if they might help finding your cyst isister sister. it broke my heart. when you see this stuff and relived what's happened in the last 33 years, do you get angry at -- you know, or frustrated? >> well, you get a lot of emotions. anger is probably the top of the list. but you get a lot of emotions